It has been a little while now since I have taken the time to update my blog. Ive come to realize that I don't write nearly as often when I am not going through something hard in my life. It is like the words do not flow from the deepest parts of me unless I am writing out of despair. I suppose that would be a good thing that I have not written in a while if that is the case.
Things have not been peachy over here 24/7, but there has been quite a few blessings that have snuck in on us.
We are officially moving into a new, gorgeous home this spring sometime. We do not have a date set just yet, but it is in the works! Guys....its a yellow house with a front porch swing, if you know me at all you know I am in heaven with that news!
Not only will we be moving into a new home this spring, but we are also taking a vacation to Mexico with just us. I am ecstatic about this. We have actually never been on a vacation with just Todd and I, so this is Big for us! We plan on relaxing & really just enjoying some one on one time that is much much needed!
Oh, & just in time for our lovely vacation...I decided it is time to spice up my life a little with some blonde locks, because after all blondes do have more fun ;)
Though there have been many blessings & happy moments in our lives as of late, there have also been some unfortunate things that have crept their way in. About a month ago we unfortunately had yet another miscarriage. I had a very strong positive at home test on a friday afternoon, which was darker than I have ever had in all these years, but by Tuesday afternoon my beta had dropped significantly.
We do not know exactly why this keeps happening, but we do know that God has an ultimate plan for us. As of now, and for the next few months, we will be taking a step back from fertility medications and just letting things level out. Dr. Parker believes that my body needs a break from the medications & He would like to see how my body reacts on its own since surgery. I am happy with this decision we have made for this time in our lives, but I also do not want to waste precious time sitting around. My plan is to relax and let things go how they go until after our vacation this spring so that I will be nice and rested (hopefully) for when we start back up.
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You brought me this far
So why would I question You now
You have provided
So why would I start to doubt
I’ve never been stranded, abandoned
Or left here to fight alone
So I’m giving You control
I lift my life, lift my life up
I give it all in surrender
I lift my heart, lift my heart up
You can have it forever
All my dreams, all my plans
Lord, I leave it in Your hands
I lift my life, lift my life up
Have Your way in me
If peace is a river let it sweep over me
If I’m under fire I know it’s refining me
When I hear You calling out I follow now
Wherever the road may go
I know You’re leading me home
I lift my life, lift my life up
I give it all in surrender
I lift my heart, lift my heart up
You can have it forever
All my dreams, all my plans
Lord,†I leave it in Your hands
I lift my life, lift my life up
Have Your way in me
Take my life let it be
All for You
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