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The secret to a happy life.

Thursday, March 27, 2014


What if the secret to a happy and fullfilled life was not hiding from us, but it was staring us straight in the eye, just waiting for us to jump in, take a chance, and embrace it?

  After awhile you begin to understand what life is really about.  You live, you learn, you build a big ole bridge and get over the stuff that never really mattered to begin with. You learn that the things that consume you today probably will not matter tomorrow, let alone a year or two from now.

  Living a life full of happiness is easier than we like to make it out to be.  I know that I for one have not fully embraced this precious life I have been given, but I am sure going to do my best at it.


 Always give your whole heart.

 Be present.

Be kind to others.

† Understand, listen, and take a deep breath before reacting.

† Be honest.

† Take care of your body.

† Do not rush life. Live at your own pace.

† Laugh.

† Cry.

† Sing.

† Dance.

† Pray.

† Never be ashamed to ask for help when you need it.

† Do what you love.

† Find something your passionate about.

† Make memories.

 Take it all. The good, the bad, the ugly, the beautiful, the sad, the happy. Take it all in. These are the things that make you who you are.



  I could go on for days and days about what makes this life a happy place to be, but it all comes down to one key thought...



  I need God to soften my heart and open my eyes to this beautiful life we have all been given.


 I know that in the darkest of hours and the coldest of nights He is there to warm my soul with the good news of an eternal life with Him, and that my friends is all you really need. The rest is all just the "stuff" that gets us through it.









Oh Hey, I am still here!

Thursday, March 20, 2014



It has been a little while now since I have taken the time to update my blog.  Ive come to realize that I don't write nearly as often when I am not going through something hard in my life.  It is like the words do not flow from the deepest parts of me unless I am writing out of despair.  I suppose that would be a good thing that I have not written in a while if that is the case.

  Things have not been peachy over here 24/7, but there has been quite a few blessings that have snuck in on us.  

  We are officially moving into a new, gorgeous home this spring sometime.  We do not have a date set just yet, but it is in the works!  Guys....its a yellow house with a front porch swing, if you know me at all you know I am in heaven with that news!

  Not only will we be moving into a new home this spring, but we are also taking a vacation to Mexico with just us. I am ecstatic about this. We have actually never been on a vacation with just Todd and I, so this is Big for us! We plan on relaxing & really just enjoying some one on one time that is much much needed!



Oh, & just in time for our lovely vacation...I decided it is time to spice up my life a little with some blonde locks, because after all blondes do have more fun ;)



  Though there have been many blessings & happy moments in our lives as of late, there have also been some unfortunate things that have crept their way in.  About a month ago we unfortunately had yet another miscarriage.  I had a very strong positive at home test on a friday afternoon, which was darker than I have ever had in all these years, but by Tuesday afternoon my beta had dropped significantly. 


 We do not know exactly why this keeps happening, but we do know that God has an ultimate plan for us.  As of now, and for the next few months, we will be taking a step back from fertility medications and just letting things level out.  Dr. Parker believes that my body needs a break from the medications & He would like to see how my body reacts on its own since surgery.  I am happy with this decision we have made for this time in our lives, but I also do not want to waste precious time sitting around.  My plan is to relax and let things go how they go until after our vacation this spring so that I will be nice and rested (hopefully) for when we start back up.

You brought me this far
So why would I question You now
You have provided
So why would I start to doubt
I’ve never been stranded, abandoned
Or left here to fight alone
So I’m giving You control

I lift my life, lift my life up
I give it all in surrender
I lift my heart, lift my heart up
You can have it forever
All my dreams, all my plans
Lord, I leave it in Your hands
I lift my life, lift my life up
Have Your way in me

If peace is a river let it sweep over me
If I’m under fire I know it’s refining me
When I hear You calling out I follow now
Wherever the road may go
I know You’re leading me home

I lift my life, lift my life up
I give it all in surrender
I lift my heart, lift my heart up
You can have it forever
All my dreams, all my plans
Lord,†I leave it in Your hands
I lift my life, lift my life up
Have Your way in me


Take my life let it be
All for You


 
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